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sometimes im glad my friends are mine

sometimes i wish i could just say they were mine, and only mine

sometimes im just glad that people like me

sometimes i wish i could just realize that.
POSSIBLY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

WELL, IT'S UP THERE!!!

Apr. 15th, 2004

Eve? where are you?



I would do anything just to see her smile.
There was a time where I was happy.

Now it's just off and on.

I don't know.

Apr. 13th, 2004

I need to talk to someone.


And I need to do it now.





where are you?
Ha.

Relationships, they shouldn't even call them relationships, they should have a more descriptive name, like... painland, or something. I mean you could be madly in love with someone, do everything in your power to make it work, then all of a sudden, they're not interested. So no problem, you scrape yourself up, and when you finally get them out of your system so you could meagerly continue on with whats left of your semi-shattered life... they want you back. It's like, the only reason to accquiring your devotion is to not want, or need them.

I mean what is the motivation behind making someone's life miserable? And as soon as they can get along without wanting to die, you step back into the picture. Ya know, it's like, "Oh, I heard your life was going well, I thought we could get into that old groove again. Ya know, when you love me more than anything, and I give nothing in return and act uncaring. I think I was much happier when life was like that." How about the ones that will date you for several years, and then say, "lets just be friends." And then they're shocked, that it just crushes you--let's-just-be-friends. That's like your mom coming up to you and saying, "hunny, I still love you a lot, but when we're in public, don't call me mom, call me Marge." Let's still be friends. Which is the perfect scenario for them, which means, oh I don't want anything to do with you anymore, but ya know what, it would be really convinient for me if I felt no guilt, and you were still there for me if I ever wanted to talk to you, or have you help me with my life. Well, I don't think so. I don't, think so!



Goodnight.

Apr. 11th, 2004

you make me sick
and that makes me sad

im sad because you make me sick.


goodnight.
if anyone needs me, call me.

1-516-523-0347

if you need to text me, them IM me at

+15165230347

I won't be on-line due to writing.
I'll be uptown for a few hours.

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